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Illatha Pillaikku

From Appa Tata · 1972

Lyricist
Kannadasan
Singer
Soolamangalam Rajalakshmi
Music director
V. Kumar
Movie name
Appa Tata
Movie release year
1972
Lyrics added on
21 Mar 2022

Lyrics & meaning

♫ Tanglish lyrics
↻ English translation
Piththaagi thottil ondrai
Vilai koduththu vaangi vanthaen
Vaiththaatta pillai illai
Villaikku virkka yaarumillai
Illaatha pillaikku
Naan enna solli thaalaatta
Illaatha pillaikku
Naan enna solli thaalaatta
Eththanaiyo peyar irunthum
Entha peyar naan sootta
Illaathathondrum illai
Irunthum oru pillai illai
Pollaatha deivangal
En pulampalaiyum ketkkavillai
Illaatha pillaikku
Naan enna solli thaalaatta
Karikaraikkum thengaaiyai
Kaiyentha pillaiyillai
Nirai kudaththu thanneerai
Eeandralaiya pillaiyillai
Mazhai peithor vaasalilae
Mann alaiya pillaiyillai
Maakkolam thanai azhikka
Magan ondru enakkillai
Illaatha pillaikku
Naan enna solli thaalaatta
Vaazhai maram kulau thalli
Vaazhntha payan thaan adaiyum…aa…
Kozhiyinam petra payan
Kunjugalaaithaan theriyum….aa….
Paazhum maladi endra pattam pettrathandri
Yaezhai naan enna pettraen
Irul niraintha vaazhkkai ini
Illaatha pillaikku
Naan enna solli thaalaatta
Eththanaiyo peyar irunthum
Entha peyar naan sootta
Illaatha pillaikku
Naan enna solli thaalaatta
In my desperate longing,
I bought a cradle and brought it home.
There is no baby to place inside and rock,
and no one sells a child for a price.
For a child that does not exist,
what lullaby can I sing?
For a child that does not exist,
what lullaby can I sing?
Though there are so many names,
which name shall I give?
There is nothing in life that I lack,
yet I do not have a child.
The cruel gods
did not even hear my weeping.
For a child that does not exist,
what lullaby can I sing?
When I scrape coconut for cooking,
there is no child to hold out small hands.
From a pot filled with water,
there is no child to splash and play.
When rain pours at the doorstep,
there is no child to mess in the mud.
To smudge the rice-flour kolam pattern,
I do not have a son.
For a child that does not exist,
what lullaby can I sing?
A banana tree bears a cluster of fruit
and fulfills the purpose of its life... ah...
The hen's purpose in life
is seen through her little chicks... ah...
Besides bearing the painful title of a barren woman,
what did I, a poor soul, ever gain?
From now on, my life is filled only with darkness.
For a child that does not exist,
what lullaby can I sing?
Though there are so many names,
which name shall I give?
For a child that does not exist,
what lullaby can I sing?
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Beyond the translation

Overall song meaning

Illaatha Pillaikku is a heart-wrenching lament of a woman expressing the profound grief and social stigma associated with childlessness. Driven by extreme maternal longing, she purchases a baby cradle only to realize there is no child to place inside it, nor anyone willing to buy it back. She mourns missing out on everyday childhood joys, such as a child messing up rice-flour rangoli designs, playing in rainwater mud, or begging for coconut offerings. Kannadasan contrasts her plight with nature: a banana tree achieves its life's purpose by bearing fruit, and a hen by hatching chicks, whereas she has gained nothing except the painful label of 'maladi' (barren woman). Set to poignant music by V. Kumar and sung with intense emotional weight by Soolamangalam Rajalakshmi, the song captures raw vulnerability, societal pain, and existential despair.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Nature Analogy / Metaphor (Uvamai)

Vaazhai maram kulau thalli... Kozhiyinam petra payan Kunjugalaaithaan theriyum

Compares the natural biological fulfillment of a banana tree producing fruit and a hen producing chicks to human motherhood.

Initial Letter Rhyme (Monai)

Pollaatha deivangal En pulampalaiyum ketkkavillai

Matching starting letters across adjacent words or poetic feet, such as 'Pollaatha' and 'Pulampalaiyum'.

Second Letter Rhyme (Edhugai)

Vaazhai maram kulau thalli ... Kozhiyinam petra payan

Rhyming second letters in adjacent couplets, such as 'Vaazhai' (zh) and 'Kozhi' (zh).

Rhetorical Question (Vinaa Ani)

Naan enna solli thaalaatta / Yaezhai naan enna pettraen

Asking questions that emphasize painful impossibility rather than seeking answers.

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Trivia

Featured in the 1972 Tamil film Appa Tata, this song stands out as one of Soolamangalam Rajalakshmi's most evocative solo playback performances. Lyricist Kannadasan wrote these lines reflecting traditional Indian societal expectations surrounding motherhood, creating a tragic classic on emotional longing and infertility.

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