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Lyrics & meaning

Illatha Pillaikku

From Appa Tata · 1972

Lyricist
Kannadasan
Singer
Soolamangalam Rajalakshmi
Music director
V. Kumar
Details
Appa Tata1972

Lyrics & meaning

Tanglish lyrics English translation
Female
Piththaagi thottil ondraiOut of sheer longing, a cradle
Vilai koduththu vaangi vanthaenI bought by paying a price
Vaiththaatta pillai illaiThere is no child to put inside and rock it
Villaikku virkka yaarumillaiAnd no one to buy it back from me
Female
Illaatha pillaikkuFor a child that does not exist
Naan enna solli thaalaattaWhat lullaby words shall I sing to rock them to sleep?
Illaatha pillaikkuFor a child that does not exist
Naan enna solli thaalaattaWhat lullaby words shall I sing to rock them to sleep?
Eththanaiyo peyar irunthumThough there are so many names
Entha peyar naan soottaWhich name shall I bestow?
Female
Illaathathondrum illaiThere is nothing lacking in my life
Irunthum oru pillai illaiYet, there is no child
Pollaatha deivangalCruel gods
En pulampalaiyum ketkkavillaiDid not even listen to my lamentations
Female
Illaatha pillaikkuFor a child that does not exist
Naan enna solli thaalaattaWhat lullaby words shall I sing to rock them to sleep?
Female
Karikaraikkum thengaaiyaiTo hold out hands for the coconut offered during prayer
Kaiyentha pillaiyillaiThere is no child
Nirai kudaththu thanneeraiTo spill water from a filled pot
Eeandralaiya pillaiyillaiThere is no child wandering around
Female
Mazhai peithor vaasalilaeIn the doorway after rain
Mann alaiya pillaiyillaiThere is no child playing in the mud
Maakkolam thanai azhikkaTo erase the rice-flour rangoli pattern
Magan ondru enakkillaiI have no son
Female
Illaatha pillaikkuFor a child that does not exist
Naan enna solli thaalaattaWhat lullaby words shall I sing to rock them to sleep?
Female
Vaazhai maram kulau thalliA plantain tree yields a bunch of fruit
Vaazhntha payan thaan adaiyum…aa…And achieves the true purpose of its life
Kozhiyinam petra payanThe reward of a hen's life
Kunjugalaaithaan theriyum….aa….Is seen in its chirping chicks
Female
Paazhum maladi endra pattam pettrathandriApart from earning the cursed title of a barren woman
Yaezhai naan enna pettraenWhat else did poor me gain?
Irul niraintha vaazhkkai iniLife hereafter is full of darkness
Female
Illaatha pillaikkuFor a child that does not exist
Naan enna solli thaalaattaWhat lullaby words shall I sing to rock them to sleep?
Eththanaiyo peyar irunthumThough there are so many names
Entha peyar naan soottaWhich name shall I bestow?
Female
Illaatha pillaikkuFor a child that does not exist
Naan enna solli thaalaattaWhat lullaby words shall I sing to rock them to sleep?

Beyond the translation

Song interpretation

Illaatha Pillaikku is a heart-wrenching lament of a woman expressing the profound grief and social stigma associated with childlessness. Driven by extreme maternal longing, she purchases a baby cradle only to realize there is no child to place inside it, nor anyone willing to buy it back. She mourns missing out on everyday childhood joys, such as a child messing up rice-flour rangoli designs, playing in rainwater mud, or begging for coconut offerings. Kannadasan contrasts her plight with nature: a banana tree achieves its life's purpose by bearing fruit, and a hen by hatching chicks, whereas she has gained nothing except the painful label of 'maladi' (barren woman). Set to poignant music by V. Kumar and sung with intense emotional weight by Soolamangalam Rajalakshmi, the song captures raw vulnerability, societal pain, and existential despair.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Nature Analogy / Metaphor (Uvamai)

Vaazhai maram kulau thalli... Kozhiyinam petra payan Kunjugalaaithaan theriyum

Compares the natural biological fulfillment of a banana tree producing fruit and a hen producing chicks to human motherhood.

Initial Letter Rhyme (Monai)

Pollaatha deivangal En pulampalaiyum ketkkavillai

Matching starting letters across adjacent words or poetic feet, such as 'Pollaatha' and 'Pulampalaiyum'.

Second Letter Rhyme (Edhugai)

Vaazhai maram kulau thalli ... Kozhiyinam petra payan

Rhyming second letters in adjacent couplets, such as 'Vaazhai' (zh) and 'Kozhi' (zh).

Rhetorical Question (Vinaa Ani)

Naan enna solli thaalaatta / Yaezhai naan enna pettraen

Asking questions that emphasize painful impossibility rather than seeking answers.

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Trivia

Featured in the 1972 Tamil film Appa Tata, this song stands out as one of Soolamangalam Rajalakshmi's most evocative solo playback performances. Lyricist Kannadasan wrote these lines reflecting traditional Indian societal expectations surrounding motherhood, creating a tragic classic on emotional longing and infertility.

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