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Thalladum Nenje

From Idumbankaari · 2023

Lyricist
Viky
Singer
Jagadeesh Kumar Balraj
Music director
Karthick Harsha
Movie name
Idumbankaari
Movie release year
2023
Lyrics added on
19 Jun 2023

Lyrics & meaning

♫ Tanglish lyrics
↻ English translation
Thalladumm nenje thalladumm nenje
Yaarumillai inge enakena
Theeramal odum kanneerum inge
Thaayum illai adhai thudaithida
Naan saaiyum tholgal kaanamal nindren
Thandhai illai ennai sumanthida
Inaiyaga nindre enai kaatha annan
Uyirindri unai kaana aalaneno
Karuvagha ennai sumakadha annai
Unai indru izhanthaae naan veenaneno
Veenaaneno naan veenaaneno
Un paadhayil naan serveno
Yaar iniyen vedhanaigal ketiruppaaro
Punnagaikkum neram enai paarthirupaaro
Thaavarangal noorirunthaal orr vanamaagum
Oar ilai naan en nilayo ini irulaagum
Maayaulagilae enai vaattum thanimaiye
Podhum enaiyum maaithiduvaayo
Thalladumm nenje thalladumm nenje
Podhum podhum ini purapadu
Ellamum ingae illamal ponaal
Paadhai varum adhil uyir vidu
Pogathae endru sonnalum kaalam
Dhooram sella neeyum thuninthidu
Varnangal illa vaanavil pola
Kalainthenae naanum thaan ulagilae
Oli indri naalum irulaagi ponen
Ini endhan vazhi thedi naan pogiren
Naan pogiren naan pogiren
Un paadhayil thaan naan veezhgiren
O faltering heart, O faltering heart,
There is no one here for me.
My tears flow without stopping,
And there is no mother to wipe them away.
I stand having lost the shoulders I leaned on,
There is no father to carry me.
My brother, who stood beside me and protected me,
Was I destined to see you lifeless?
You were the mother who never carried me in her womb;
Losing you today, is my life ruined?
Am I ruined? Am I wasted away?
Will I join you on your path?
Who will listen to my pain anymore?
Who will look at me when I smile?
A hundred plants make a forest,
I am just a single leaf, and my life turns dark.
In this painful world, O loneliness that torments me,
Enough—will you destroy me too?
O faltering heart, O faltering heart,
Enough, enough, it is time to depart.
If everything here is lost and gone,
A path will appear—give up your life there.
Even if time tells you not to go,
Find the courage to journey far away.
Like a rainbow without colors,
I too have faded away in this world.
Without any light, each day has turned dark;
Now searching for my way, I am leaving.
I am leaving, I am leaving,
I am falling onto your path.
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Beyond the translation

Overall song meaning

This song is a deeply melancholic reflection on profound grief, isolation, and loss. Having lost his family—his mother, father, and especially the brother who served as his sole protector and pillar of support—the protagonist struggles to find a reason to continue living. He feels completely abandoned in a world that offers him no comfort or companionship.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Simile / Visual Imagery

Varnangal illa vaanavil pola

Compares the speaker's faded life to a rainbow devoid of colors, highlighting the loss of vibrancy and joy.

Extended Metaphor

Thaavarangal noorirunthaal orr vanamaagum / Oar ilai naan en nilayo ini irulaagum

Uses the metaphor of a forest built of a hundred plants versus a single solitary leaf to contrast a thriving support system with extreme personal isolation.

Personification

Maayaulagilae enai vaattum thanimaiye / Podhum enaiyum maaithiduvaayo

Loneliness ('thanimaiye') is personified as a tormentor who is directly asked to end the protagonist's life.

Anaphora / Adukku Thodar (Repetition)

Thalladumm nenje thalladumm nenje

Repetition of words like 'thalladumm nenje', 'podhum podhum', and 'naan pogiren' reinforces the protagonist's emotional devastation and tragic determination.

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Trivia

Featured in the Tamil film 'Idumbankaari' (2023), this emotional track composed by Karthick Harsha captures the psychological collapse of a character following the loss of key family relationships, delivered with raw vocal pathos by Jagadeesh Kumar Balraj.

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