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Lyrics & meaning

Kaarirulae

From Avam · 2015

Lyricist
Madhan Karky
Singer
Kamal Haasan
Music director
Sundaramurthy KS
Movie name
Avam
Movie release year
2015
Lyrics added on
19 Mar 2020

Lyrics & meaning

♫ Tanglish lyrics
↻ English translation
Kaarirulae kaarirulae
Idhayathai thulaipathenna…
Uruvam illa kuralgal ellaam
Enai enai alaipadhenna….
Netru seidha pizhai ellam
Moolaikkul koochal poda
Bhoomi engum alaigiren
Oliyinmai thediyae
Hey hey…. hey hey hey
Hey …hey… hey….eyyy… hey..
Soozh… soozh.. enai soozh
Boogangal soozh
Kumilam amilam
Mulari mulari ulamengum mulari
Pulari pulari engendhen pulari
Naane en miruthathai sumakindra uyiri
Uyiri uyiri..
Kanneer kanmoodum podhu
Kanneer kanmoodum podhu
Ennai naan paarkindrenae
Pennae pennae neeyae mannithaalum
Unmai ennai kizhikuthae
Netru naan konda kaayam
Ellaam nee aatrinayae
Nenjil ingae kaayam yedhum illai
Aanal indro valikkudhae
Valikkudhae..ae….
Kaarirulae kaarirulae
Idhayathai thulaipathenna…
Uruvam illa kuralgal ellaam
Enai enai alaipadhenna….
Netru seidha pizhai ellam
Moolaikkul koochal poda
Bhoomi engum alaigiren
Oliyinmai thediyae
Hey hey…. hey hey hey
Hey …hey… hey….eyyy… hey..
O pitch darkness, pitch darkness,
Why do you pierce my heart?
All these formless voices,
Why do they keep calling out to me?
All the mistakes I made yesterday
Scream inside my head,
As I wander across the earth
Searching for silence...
Hey hey... hey hey hey...
Hey... hey... hey... hey... hey hey...
Surround, surround, surround me!
Dark spirits, surround me!
Bubbles and acid...
Lotus, lotus, my whole heart is a lotus,
Dawn, dawn, where is my dawn?
I am a living being carrying my own corpse,
A living being, a living being...
When tears blind my eyes,
When tears blind my eyes,
I truly see myself.
Oh girl, even if you forgive me,
The truth tears me apart.
All the wounds I suffered yesterday,
You healed them all.
Today there are no wounds on my chest,
Yet today, it still hurts.
It hurts so much...
O pitch darkness, pitch darkness,
Why do you pierce my heart?
All these formless voices,
Why do they keep calling out to me?
All the mistakes I made yesterday
Scream inside my head,
As I wander across the earth
Searching for silence...
Hey hey... hey hey hey...
Hey... hey... hey... hey... hey hey...
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Beyond the translation

Overall song meaning

This song depicts the agonizing guilt and mental agony of the protagonist. Tormented by past mistakes that relentlessly echo inside his head like formless voices, he wanders endlessly seeking quietness and peace. Even though his beloved offers forgiveness and heals his past wounds, his own conscience and the painful truth continue to tear him apart inside. He feels like a living corpse carrying the weight of his own moral demise.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Adukkuthodar (Repetition for Emphasis)

Kaarirulae kaarirulae

Words like 'Kaarirulae kaarirulae' and 'Pulari pulari' are repeated back-to-back to intensify the emotional distress and urgency.

Personification

Netru seidha pizhai ellam / Moolaikkul koochal poda

Past mistakes ('pizhai') are personified as entities that scream inside the brain ('Moolaikkul koochal poda').

Metaphor

Naane en miruthathai sumakindra uyiri

The singer metaphorically describes himself as a living being carrying his own corpse ('mirutham'), representing profound guilt and existential emptiness.

Paradox

Nenjil ingae kaayam yedhum illai / Aanal indro valikkudhae

The singer expresses feeling deep pain despite having no tangible or visible wound in his heart.

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Trivia

The song 'Kaarirulae' from the 2015 Tamil movie Avam features music composed by Sundaramurthy KS with lyrics written by Madhan Karky. Karky incorporated unique pure Tamil terms such as 'pulari' (dawn) and 'mulari' (tangle/distress) to express psychological turmoil.

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