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Lyrics & meaning

Idhayam Intha Idhayam

From Billa II · 2012

Lyricist
Na. Muthu Kumar
Singer
Shweta Pandit
Music director
Yuvan Shankar Raja
Details
Billa II2012

Lyrics & meaning

Tanglish lyrics English translation
Female
Idhayam indha idhayamHeart, this heart
Innum ethanai inbangal thaangidumoHow many more pleasures will it endure?
Idhayam intha idhayamHeart, this heart
Innum ethanai thunbangal thaangidumoHow many more sorrows will it endure?
Female
Vendum vendum endru ketkaiyilaeWhen asked if it wants, 'I want, I want'
Vendam vendam enru sollumae..It will say, 'No, I don't want, I don't want'
Vendam vendam endru vilagi nindralIf you move away saying 'No, I don't want'
Vendum vendum endru thullumae..It will leap up saying 'I want, I want'
Ithu thavithidum nerupaIs this a suffering fire?
Illai kulirnthidum neeraOr is it cooling water?
Ithu pani yeri malai yaIs this a snow-capped mountain?
Ithai arinthor yaarumillaiThere is no one who truly knows this.
Ullathilae arai undu vaasal illaiInside the heart there is a room, but no door.
Ullae vandhidum ninaivo thirumbavillaiThe thoughts that enter inside never return.
Female
Thungum pothum ithu thudithidumaeEven while sleeping, it beats on.
Yengum potho ithu vedikkumWhen longing, it bursts open.
Theendum viral endru therintha pinbumEven after knowing which finger touches it,
Vendum endrae ithu nadikkumIt pretends as if it wants it on purpose.
Ithu kadavulin pilaiyaIs this God's mistake?
Illai padaithavan kodaiyaOr a gift from the Creator?
Kelviyilla vidaiyaIs it an answer without a question?
Ithai arinthor yaarumillaiThere is no one who truly knows this.
Idhayam ellai endral enna nadakumWhat would happen if there were no heart?
Kaneer ennum vaarthaiyai mathi ezhakkumIt would erase and rewrite the word called tears.
Female
Idhayam indha idhayamHeart, this heart
Innum ethanai inbangal thaangidumoHow many more pleasures will it endure?
Idhayam intha idhayamHeart, this heart
Innum ethanai thunbangal thaangidumoHow many more sorrows will it endure?

Beyond the translation

Song interpretation

This song from Billa II offers a deeply reflective exploration of the human heart, characterizing it as an unpredictable and paradoxical organ. Lyricist Na. Muthu Kumar highlights how the heart fluctuates constantly between joy and sorrow, desire and denial—yearning for what is withheld and rejecting what is readily available. It is described as a room without doors where memories enter and are trapped forever, beating endlessly even through moments of pain. The song questions whether the heart's volatile emotional nature is a divine gift or a flaw in creation. Ultimately, it contemplates the pain of human existence, concluding that without a heart, humanity might never have known the concept of tears at all.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Antithesis / Muran (Opposition)

Ithu thavithidum nerupa / Illai kulirnthidum neera

Contrasts opposing elements such as fire/water and pleasure/pain to underline the dual nature of emotions.

Adukku Thodar (Repetition)

Vendum vendum endru ketkaiyilae / Vendam vendam enru sollumae..

Emphatic repetition of words like 'vendum' (want) and 'vendam' (don't want) to illustrate the heart's intense, contradictory impulses.

Rhetorical Question

Ithu kadavulin pilaiya / Illai padaithavan kodaiya

Poses philosophical questions about whether the heart's emotional design is a mistake or a blessing, leaving them unanswered.

Metaphor

Ullathilae arai undu vaasal illai / Ullae vandhidum ninaivo thirumbavillai

Metaphorically describes the heart as a windowless room that traps memories permanently once they enter.

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Trivia

'Idhayam' is a soulful track from the 2012 Tamil action film 'Billa II' (starring Ajith Kumar). Composed by Yuvan Shankar Raja and sung by Shweta Mohan, the track stands out in an action-heavy album for its poetic introspection on human emotions written by late National Award-winning lyricist Na. Muthu Kumar.

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