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Lyrics & meaning

Amudhai Pole Kidaithaai

From Nadigaiyar Thilagam · 2018

Lyricist
Madhan Karky
Singer
Nayana Nair
Music director
Mickey J. Meyer
Movie name
Nadigaiyar Thilagam
Movie release year
2018
Lyrics added on
22 Apr 2019

Lyrics & meaning

♫ Tanglish lyrics
↻ English translation
Amudhai pola kidaithaai
Mayakkam kodi koduthaai
Neeillaamal ennaagiren
Udaindhu pona idhayam
Irundu pona ulagam
Neeyillaamal ingae
Naan ennaagirenoo…..
Hoo ooo……
Hoo ooo……
Hoo ooo……
Hoo ooo……
Thirandhen en kannai
Thirandhen en vaazhvai
Thirandhen en nenjai
Thirandhenae unnai….
Marandhen en inbam
Marandhen en kanneer
Marandhen en moochai
Marandhenaa unnai….
Thavarena arindhaalum
Unai virumbiya nenjam
Alaipaayudhu innum
Nilaiyillaamal…
Yaavum nee endren
Nee en vaazhvendren
Yen pirindhenoo
Ketkaadhae…..
Ulagil poi ulagil
Vishamaedhu… amudhaedhu…
Yedhum naanariyen
Neeyae meiyaai
Valigal pagirndhaai
Piragen pirindhaai
Enai nee pirindhum
Piriyaamalae…
Amudham pondra nanjum
Udaindhu pona nenjum
Irudhiyil enna enjum
En ullae nee sendru
Paarppaayaa konjam..
You came into my life like sweet nectar,
You gave me endless intoxication.
What am I becoming without you?
A broken heart,
A world plunged into darkness,
Without you here,
What am I turning into...?
Ho oh...
Ho oh...
Ho oh...
Ho oh...
I opened my eyes,
I opened my life,
I opened my heart,
I opened myself to you...
I forgot my joy,
I forgot my tears,
I forgot to breathe,
Did I ever forget you...?
Even knowing it was wrong,
This heart that loved you
Still wanders restlessly,
Without finding any ground...
I said you were everything,
I said you were my life,
Why did we part?
Please don't ask...
In this world, this world of lies,
What is poison... and what is nectar...?
I do not understand anything.
You were my only truth,
You shared my pain,
Then why did you leave?
Even after walking away from me,
You never truly left...
A poison that feels like nectar,
And a broken heart,
What will be left in the end?
Will you look inside my soul
And see, just a little...?
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Beyond the translation

Overall song meaning

This emotional song depicts the agony of deep heartbreak and unrequited devotion. The protagonist reflects on a love that once felt heavenly like nectar ('Amudhu'), but ultimately transformed into intoxicating poison. Despite understanding the pain and the mistakes made, the protagonist's heart remains unable to untangle itself from memories of the loved one.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Anaphora (Repetition for Emphasis)

Thirandhen en kannai / Thirandhen en vaazhvai

The word 'Thirandhen' (I opened) is repeated at the start of consecutive lines to emphasize total vulnerability and surrender.

Simile (Upamai)

Amudhai pola kidaithaai

Comparing the love received to divine nectar ('Amudhu') using 'pola'.

Oxymoron / Paradox

Amudham pondra nanjum

Juxtaposing 'Amudham' (sweet nectar) with 'Nanju' (poison) to convey toxic, painful love.

Rhetorical Question

Marandhenaa unnai….

The speaker asks if they ever forgot the loved one, knowing the answer is a heartbreaking no.

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Trivia

Nadigaiyar Thilagam (2018) is the Tamil dubbed/adapted version of the critically acclaimed Telugu biographical film 'Mahanati', based on the life of legendary South Indian actress Savitri. Lyricist Madhan Karky adapted the emotional songs into Tamil to mirror Savitri's tragic personal journey.

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