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Lyrics & meaning

Pogathan Nadanthen Mudiyavillai

From Tharaasu · 1984

Lyricist
Puratchi Dasan
Singer
T. M. Soundararajan
Music director
M. S. Vishwanathan
Movie name
Tharaasu
Movie release year
1984
Lyrics added on
25 Feb 2023

Lyrics & meaning

♫ Tanglish lyrics
↻ English translation
Pogaththaan nadanthaen mudiyavilai
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Pogaththaan nadanthaen mudiyavilai
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Vaazhaththaan ennugiren mudiyavilai
Vaazhubavarai parthaal thunivumilai….
: Pogaththan nadanthaen mudiyavilai
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Ninaithathai solli kolla manitharilai
Yaarirundhu enna payan en manavi ilai
Koduthathai vaangarthuko utraar ilai
Govendrezhudhaalum ketpaar ilai
Pogaththan nadanthaen mudiyavilai
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Thaayikku thalaimaganai piriththuvitaen
Thaarathai kaathaaga nan nenaithaen
Thaayikku thalaimaganai piriththuvitaen
Thaarathai kaathaaga nan nenaithaen
Kaiyai vittu pona pillai karnanaagi vittaan
Karnankku thambi oru kozhaiyaagittaan…
Pogaththan nadanthaen mudiyavilai
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Unmai vazhi nadakkumpothu oomaiyaaginraen
Oomai nenju uruthum pothu udainthu pogiraen
Theemai seitha manithanuku vaazhuvu yaethaiyaa
Dhinam dhinam nonthu nonthu pothal thaanaiyaa….
Pogaththan nadanthaen mudiyavilai
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Vaazhaththaan ennugiren mudiyavilai
Vaazhubavarai parthaal thunivumilai….
Pogaththan nadanthaen mudiyavilai
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen
I started walking away, but I couldn't leave.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
I started walking away, but I couldn't leave.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
I truly wish to live, but I am unable to.
Looking at those who manage to live, I lack the courage...
I started walking away, but I couldn't leave.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
There is no one around to share my inner thoughts with.
What use is anyone else when my wife is not here?
There are no close kin to share life's give and take.
Even if I wail aloud in sorrow, there is no one to listen.
I started walking away, but I couldn't leave.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
I separated the firstborn son from his mother.
And foolishly thought I was protecting my wife.
I separated the firstborn son from his mother.
And foolishly thought I was protecting my wife.
The child who slipped away from my hands became like noble Karna (Mahabharata's generous hero).
While the brother of that Karna turned out to be a coward...
I started walking away, but I couldn't leave.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
When I try to walk the path of truth, I turn speechless.
When my mute conscience pricks me within, I completely break down.
What kind of life is left for a man who has done wrong?
It is only suffering and withering away day after day...
I started walking away, but I couldn't leave.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
I truly wish to live, but I am unable to.
Looking at those who manage to live, I lack the courage...
I started walking away, but I couldn't leave.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
Knowing that once gone I am gone forever, I returned.
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Beyond the translation

Overall song meaning

Pogaththaan nadanthaen mudiyavilai is a melancholic Tamil film song expressing profound existential crisis, loneliness, and remorse. The narrator struggles between the desire to end his life or walk away from his troubles and his inability to actually do so. Bereft of his beloved wife and estranged from family, he feels completely isolated despite being surrounded by society. The lyrics reflect a heavy conscience burdened by past mistakes and broken relationships. The narrator realizes that wrongdoing brings incessant guilt and daily suffering, making life feel like an inescapable burden.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Metaphor

Thaarathai kaathaaga nan nenaithaen

Comparing the wife (Thaaram) to the air/breath (Kaathu) essential for survival.

Allusion

Kaiyai vittu pona pillai karnanaagi vittaan

Reference to Karna from Mahabharata to symbolize extreme nobility and sacrifice.

Ethukai (Second-letter rhyme)

Unmai vazhi nadakkumpothu oomaiyaaginraen

Rhyming of the second letter 'n' across consecutive lines (Unmai / Oomai).

Monaai (First-letter rhyming / Alliteration)

Pogaththaan nadanthaen mudiyavilai / Ponaal ponadhuthaan thirumbi vandhaen

Repetition of initial sound 'Po' in adjacent words/phrases.

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Trivia

The film 'Tharaasu' (1984) featured music by the legendary composer M. S. Viswanathan with emotive rendition by T. M. Soundararajan. Written by Puratchi Dasan, the song stands out for its deep philosophical exploration of guilt, moral dilemma, and loneliness, delivered in TMS's signature powerful and grief-laden voice during the later phase of his career.

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