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Lyrics & meaning

Idhu Enna Vethanai

From Mayakkari · 1951

Lyricist
Kambadasan
Singer
R. Balasaraswathy
Music director
P. Aadhinarayana Rao
Movie name
Mayakkari
Movie release year
1951
Lyrics added on
11 Mar 2021

Lyrics & meaning

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↻ English translation
Ye deviyae idhu enna vaedhanai
Evidhamae naan nambha vasamoo
Kanavai polum nishttaiyae idhu
Kanavai polum nishttaiyae idhu
Kadina sakthiyum kaalanae
Kadina sakthiyum kaalanae
Annai thandhaiyae illam vaasalai
Andha raatchasan thannidam koduthu
Kaadhalae paramaartham endrenninen
Kaalamae pagaiyaanadhae
Kaadhalae paramaartham endrenninen
Kaalamae pagaiyaanadhae…aa aa …aa…
Aasaikkellaam aasaiyaanaen
Aavi thanakkae aaviyaanaen
Anbin roobamae en pradhabanae
Kaalaalenai udhaithaekinaan
Anbin roobamae en pradhabanae
Kaalaalenai udhaithaekinaan
Thalli poo ena yesinaan
Thalli poo ena yesinaan
Evarukkagavoo aasai
Evarukkagavoo aasai
Evarukkaga naan uyir kolven
Evarukkaga naan uyir kolven
Engu nokkilum sooniyamae androo
Innum edharkoo vaazhvadhae
Innum edharkoo vaazhvadhae
Oh Goddess, what kind of torment is this?
How can I ever believe this?
Is this cruel suffering like a bad dream?
Is this cruel suffering like a bad dream?
A merciless power, fate has become death itself,
A merciless power, fate has become death itself.
Leaving behind mother, father, home, and hearth,
And surrendering myself to that monster,
I believed that love was the ultimate truth of life,
Yet time itself turned into my enemy.
I believed that love was the ultimate truth of life,
Yet time itself turned into my enemy... ah ah... ah...
I gave my heart completely to his every wish,
I became the very breath of his life,
The embodiment of love, the one I took pride in,
Kicked me with his foot and walked away.
The embodiment of love, the one I took pride in,
Kicked me with his foot and walked away.
He hurled curses at me, shouting, 'Get away!'
He hurled curses at me, shouting, 'Get away!'
For whose sake should I ever desire anything now?
For whose sake should I ever desire anything now?
For whose sake should I hold on to this life?
For whose sake should I hold on to this life?
Wherever I look, isn't it total emptiness?
Why should I keep on living anymore?
Why should I keep on living anymore?
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Beyond the translation

Overall song meaning

This poignant song depicts the heartbreak and existential distress of a woman who surrendered everything—her family, home, and devotion—for the sake of her lover, believing love to be the highest truth. However, she faces ultimate betrayal as her beloved turns cruel and casts her away mercilessly. Overwhelmed by grief and rejection, she reflects on the irony of her fate and questions the value of her continued existence in a world that now feels completely empty.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Anaphora (Repetition for Emphasis)

Kanavai polum nishttaiyae idhu

The line 'Kanavai polum nishttaiyae idhu' is repeated sequentially to emphasize the disbelief and shock of the protagonist.

Moonaai (Initial Rhyme / Alliteration)

Kaadhalae paramaartham endrenninen / Kaalamae pagaiyaanadhae

Matching initial consonant sounds across adjacent phrases creating rhythmic harmony.

Rhetorical Question

Innum edharkoo vaazhvadhae

The protagonist poses unanswered despairing questions about the purpose of her life.

Metaphor

Kaalamae pagaiyaanadhae

Time/Fate is personified as an active adversary ('pagai') and killer ('kaalan').

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Trivia

Mayakkari (1951) was produced simultaneously in Telugu as 'Mayalamari'. Legendary singer R. Balasaraswathy Devi delivered a heart-rending vocal performance for P. Aadhinarayana Rao's composition, portraying the tragic emotional arc written by lyricist Kambadasan.

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