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Lyrics & meaning

Who Am I

From Vaanam · 2011

Lyricist
Na. Muthu Kumar
Singer
Benny Dayal
Music director
Yuvan Shankar Raja
Details
Vaanam2011

Lyrics & meaning

Tanglish lyrics English translation
Male
1 2 3 4… lets walk1 2 3 4… let's walk
Dhinam dhinam marudhinamDay by day, day after day
Kannaadiyai paarkkirenI look into the mirror
Ennai naanae ketkirenI ask myself
Who am iWho am I?
Male
Oru nodi sirikkirenOne moment I laugh
Marunodi azghukirenThe next moment I cry
Mayakkathil kidakkirenI lie lost in an illusion
Who am iWho am I?
Male
Nerupinil pizhaikirenI survive inside the fire
Who am iWho am I?
Vazhum virupathil kodhikirenI boil with the burning desire to live
Who am iWho am I?
Kannavugal vithaikirenI sow dreams like seeds
Kalaindhadhum thavikirenWhen they shatter, I suffer in agony
Kadavulai ketkiren kulambudhaeI ask God, feeling completely bewildered
Male
Who am i who am i who am iWho am I, who am I, who am I?
Who am i who am iWho am I, who am I?
Who am i who am i who am iWho am I, who am I, who am I?
Who am i who am iWho am I, who am I?
Male
Pirappadhum irappadhumBeing born and dying
Puzhuvukkum nadakkumaeHappens even to a mere worm
Saadhanaigal seidhu vida ninaikkirenI wish to accomplish great feats
Dhinasari kavalaigalAs daily worries
Dhinam dhinam thurathidaRelentlessly chase me day after day
Aththanaiyum enakkullae pudhaikkirenI bury everything deep within myself
Male
Kuthamendru solvenaShall I call it a fault?
Ullam enna solvenaaShall I speak what is in my heart?
Enna enna solvenoWhat all will I even say?
Enakkondrum puriyalaI do not understand anything at all
Male
Who am i who am i who am iWho am I, who am I, who am I?
Who am i who am iWho am I, who am I?
Who am i who am i who am iWho am I, who am I, who am I?
Who am i who am iWho am I, who am I?
Male
Enakkena nanbargalThinking that I have no friends
Illaiyendru enniFor myself in this world
Ennai naanae nanbanaai ninaikkirenI consider myself to be my own friend
Enakkena edhirigalThinking that no enemies exist
Yaarumillai endru enniFor me anywhere
Ennai naanae edhiriyaai verukkirenI hate myself as my own enemy
Male
Ennai naanae velvenaaWill I conquer myself?
Ennai naanae kolvenaaOr will I destroy myself?
Endhappakkam selvenoWhich direction will I head towards?
Enakkondrum theriyalaI know nothing at all
Male
Who am i who am i who am iWho am I, who am I, who am I?
Who am i who am iWho am I, who am I?
Who am i who am i who am iWho am I, who am I, who am I?
Who am i who am iWho am I, who am I?
Male
Dhinam dhinam marudhinamDay by day, day after day
Kannaadiyai paarkkirenI look into the mirror
Ennai naanae ketkirenI ask myself
Who am iWho am I?
Male
Oru nodi sirikkirenOne moment I laugh
Marunodi azghukirenThe next moment I cry
Mayakkathil kidakkirenI lie lost in an illusion
Who am iWho am I?
Male
Nerupinil pizhaikirenI survive inside the fire
Who am iWho am I?
Vazhum virupathil kodhikirenI boil with the burning desire to live
Who am iWho am I?
Kannavugal vithaikirenI sow dreams like seeds
Kalaindhadhum thavikirenWhen they shatter, I suffer in agony
Kadavulai ketkiren kulambudhaeI ask God, feeling completely bewildered
Male
Who am i who am i who am iWho am I, who am I, who am I?
Who am i who am iWho am I, who am I?
Who am i who am i who am iWho am I, who am I, who am I?
Who am i who am i …Who am I, who am I?
Whoooo..am …ii..Who am I?

Beyond the translation

Song interpretation

The song 'Who Am I' from Vaanam is a deeply philosophical and existential monologue about identity, inner conflict, and human resilience. The protagonist grapples with volatile emotions—shifting rapidly between laughter and tears, hope and despair—while questioning the meaning of their existence. Rather than settling for a mundane life shared by all living creatures, they dream of extraordinary accomplishments, yet feel stifled by the burden of daily struggles.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Muran (Antithesis)

Oru nodi sirikkiren / Marunodi azghukiren

Contrasts laughing ('sirikkiren') and crying ('azghukiren') in consecutive moments to depict extreme emotional turmoil.

Metaphor

Kannavugal vithaikiren

Compares forming hopes and ambitions to sowing seeds ('vithaikiren').

Muran (Antithesis)

Ennai naanae nanbanaai ninaikkiren ... Ennai naanae edhiriyaai verukkiren

Juxtaposes viewing oneself as a friend ('nanban') and as an enemy ('edhiri').

Ethugai (Second-letter Rhyme)

Pirappadhum irappadhum / Puzhuvukkum nadakkumae

The second letter 'ra' in 'Pirappadhum' and 'irappadhum' creates a rhythmic cadence.

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Trivia

The song was composed by Yuvan Shankar Raja for the film Vaanam (2011), directed by Krish. The lyrics were penned by Na. Muthu Kumar, known for capturing profound existential angst and philosophical themes in contemporary Tamil cinema.

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