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Naan Azhuthathum

From Raagam Thedum Pallavi · 1982

Lyricist
T. Rajendar
Singer
S. Janaki
Music director
T. Rajendar
Movie name
Raagam Thedum Pallavi
Movie release year
1982
Lyrics added on
25 Mar 2020

Lyrics & meaning

♫ Tanglish lyrics
↻ English translation
Naan azhudhadhum illai
Yaarum paarthadhum illai
Idhazh vaadidum mullai
Idhil vaasanai illai
Naan azhudhadhum illai
Yaarum paarthadhum illai
Idhazh vaadidum mullai
Idhil vaasanai illai
Dheivamae neeyum yosithu paaru
Thendralae en vaedhanai kaelu
Naan azhudhadhum illai
Yaarum paarthadhum illai
Idhazh vaadidum mullai
Idhil vaasanai illai
Kadandha kaalam kasandha kaalam
Aagi ponadhae
En raagaththukku pallaviyo maari ponadhae
Kadandha kaalam kasandha kaalam
Aagi ponadhae
En raagaththukku pallaviyo maari ponadhae
Thodarkadhaiyaa thuyar niraindhaai
Thanal naduvae poovizhandhaai
Naan thani maramaa poothirundhaen
Yaen porukkavillaiyae
Nee kadaval enbaai kallerinthaai
Karunai illaiyae ah ah ah ah
Naan azhudhadhum illai
Yaarum paarthadhum illai
Idhazh vaadidum mullai
Idhil vaasanai illai
Naannirundhaen naan arundha
Veenaiyai pola
Adhil naadham meetta kanavar vandhaar
Enmanam pottra
Naannirundhaen naan arundha
Veenaiyai pola
Adhil naadham meetta kanavar vandhaar
Enmanam pottra
Avarmei thavuzha
Naan gaanam thandhaen
Adhai noi thazhuva
Naan sogam kondaen
Naan manjaludan kungumathai saerthu sudinaen
Ungal kangalukku noividhikka
Unnai vaenduvaen ah ah ah ah
Naan azhudhadhum illai
Yaarum paarthadhum illai
Idhazh vaadidum mullai
Idhil vaasanai illai
Dheivamae neeyum yosithu paaru
Thendralae en vaedhanai kaelu
Naan azhudhadhum
I have never cried
And no one has ever seen me weep
I am a jasmine with withering petals
There is no fragrance left in it
I have never cried
And no one has ever seen me weep
I am a jasmine with withering petals
There is no fragrance left in it
O God, think about this for a moment
O gentle breeze, listen to my pain
I have never cried
And no one has ever seen me weep
I am a jasmine with withering petals
There is no fragrance left in it
The days gone by were like spring
Now they have slipped away
The opening verse of my melody has changed
The days gone by were like spring
Now they have slipped away
The opening verse of my melody has changed
Is this life a story of endless sorrow?
A flower has fallen into glowing embers
I was blooming all alone like a solitary tree
Why could you not bear to see that?
You are called God, yet you threw stones at me
You have shown no mercy, ah ah ah ah
I have never cried
And no one has ever seen me weep
I am a jasmine with withering petals
There is no fragrance left in it
I used to live
Like a veena (stringed instrument) with a broken string
A husband came to draw melody from it
Winning my heart's devotion
I used to live
Like a veena (stringed instrument) with a broken string
A husband came to draw melody from it
Winning my heart's devotion
As he held me close
I offered him my songs
When illness took hold of him
I was swallowed by grief
I will wear sacred turmeric and red kumkum dot
Praying for this illness to leave you
I will plead with true devotion, ah ah ah ah
I have never cried
And no one has ever seen me weep
I am a jasmine with withering petals
There is no fragrance left in it
O God, think about this for a moment
O gentle breeze, listen to my pain
I have never cried...
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Beyond the translation

Overall song meaning

This emotional song expresses the deep pain, grief, and sense of betrayal felt by a woman facing severe life hardship and misfortune. She compares her life to a withered, scentless jasmine flower and a broken veena, lamenting how her joy was short-lived when tragic illness struck her husband. She questions God for testing her relentlessly and causing immense distress despite her devotion and innocent hopes.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Metaphor

Idhazh vaadidum mullai

The speaker compares herself to 'idhazh vaadidum mullai' (a jasmine with wilting petals lacking fragrance), symbolizing her diminished vitality and joy.

Simile

Veenaiyai pola

Uses 'pola' (like) to compare her quiet, unfulfilled existence to a broken veena awaiting a musician.

Edhukai (Second letter rhyme) / Rhyme

Kadandha kaalam kasandha kaalam

Repetition of second-letter sounds and internal rhyme in 'Kadandha kaalam kasandha kaalam'.

Personification

Thendralae en vaedhanai kaelu

Addressing the wind ('Thendralae') as a living listener capable of hearing her pain.

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Trivia

'Raagam Thedum Pallavi' (1982) was directed, written, and musically composed by T. Rajendar, known for his signature style of rhyming Tamil lyrics and emotionally charged musical themes.

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