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Paadhavathi

From Vaazhai · 2024

Lyricist
Mari Selvaraj
Singers
Jayamoorthy, Meenakshi Elayaraja
Music director
Santhosh Narayanan
Movie name
Vaazhai
Movie release year
2024
Lyrics added on
23 Jun 2024

Lyrics & meaning

♫ Tanglish lyrics
↻ English translation
Yappa nee ponavazhi
Paadhaiyila mandiyitta paadhavathi
Naan mandiyitta paadhavathi
Yaiya un punchirippu
Regaiyila theekkulicha paadhavathi
Naan theekkulicha paadhavathi
Othapana keethukkulla
Otha roova minnayila
Pathuthala ketkumunnu
Paadhavathi nambalaiye
Naan paadhavathi nambalaiye
Paadhavathi nambalaiye
Patta maram kaaikkumnunnu
Pathu kadha kettirunthen
Motha maram povumunnu
Paadhavathi nambalaiye
Naan paadhavathi nambalaiye
Naan paadhavathi nambalaiye
Mala uchiyila pootha
En pichu poova enga
Kothu kothaa kaaicha
En vellarippinja enga
Kollaiyila kaanja
En pattu selaiya paartha
Pacha maram vevum
Pacha kiliyellaam novum
Attakaaliyum naandhaan
Kottukaaliyum naandhaan
Patti thedum mutti modhum
Kannukutti vaa vaa
En kannukutti vaa vaa
Vathipona maara naan
Picheduthu thaaren
Rathama nee muthama nee
Mothama nee vaayen
Sathama nee vaayen
Kanne kaananguruvi kathiduchi
Kaadu medellam kathiduchi
Unna kaanamunnuthaan kathiduchi
Vaazhappoovu kaattukkulla
En vaasappoova naan thedaiyile
Paambu onnudhaan kothiduchi
Pacha paambu onnudhaan kothiduchi
Paambu onnudhaan kothiduchi
Aahaahaahaahaah….
Mandhaiyila pona
En varikkuthiraya enga
Santhaiyila ketta
En seeni kezhanga enga
Aathukkulla neenthum
Antha kokku meena
Naanum paarthaa
Nenja mutti modhum
En kanna kothi kondu povum
Ae pethathaayum naanthaan
Thinna peyum naanthaan
Anji odum thappi odum
Sellakkutti vaa vaa
Thangakatti vaa vaa
Ae vathipona maara naan
Picheduthu thaaren
Rathama nee muthama nee
Mothama nee vaayen
Sathama nee vaayen
Kanne kaattu theeyumdhan pathiduchi
Veedu naadellam pathiduchi
Unna kaanamunnuthaan pathiduchi
Korandippoovu koottukkulla
Oru sottu thena naanum thedaiyile
Thelu onnudhaan kothiduchi
Karunthelu onnudhaan kothiduchi
Thelu onnudhaan kothiduchi
Thelu onnudhaan kothiduchi
Yayyaaaaaahh
Naan paadhavathi naan paadhavathi
Unna thappavitta naan paadhavathi
Unna odavitta naan paadhavathi
Unna parakka vitta naan paadhavathi
Naan paadhavathi naan paadhavathi
Naan paadhavathi naan paadhavathi
Naan paadhavathi naan paadhavathi
Yayyaaaaaahh
Oh my son, on the path you walked,
I fell to my knees, a cursed woman,
I am the cursed woman who fell to her knees.
Oh my boy, in the lines of your gentle smile,
I am the cursed woman who bathed in fire,
I am the cursed woman who bathed in fire.
Inside a single palm leaf,
when a one-rupee coin sparkled,
that it would demand ten lives in return,
this cursed woman never believed.
I, this cursed woman, never believed.
This cursed woman never believed.
That a dead tree would bear fruit,
I had heard ten different tales,
but that the whole tree would perish,
this cursed woman never believed.
I, this cursed woman, never believed.
I, this cursed woman, never believed.
Blooming on the mountain peak,
where are you, my wild jasmine?
Growing in lush clusters,
where are you, my tender cucumber?
Left to dry in the backyard,
if one sees my silk sari,
even a green tree would burn,
and every green parrot would ache with grief.
I am the fierce goddess Kali,
and I am the dancing Kali,
searching the cattle pen, knocking and rushing about,
come back, my little calf, come!
My little calf, come back to me!
From my dry, withered breast,
I will beg to feed you,
whether as blood or as a kiss,
come back to me completely!
Call out loud and come to me!
My child, the wild bird has cried out,
the whole forest and fields have cried out,
screaming that they cannot find you!
Inside the banana grove,
when I searched for my fragrant flower,
a snake bit me!
A green snake struck me!
A snake bit me!
Ahahaha...
Walking among the herd,
where are you, my little zebra?
The sweet potato you asked for
at the village market, where are you?
Swimming in the river,
that needlefish—
if I ever look at it,
it strikes against my chest
and pecks away my eyes!
Oh, I am the mother who gave you birth,
and I am the demon who devoured you!
Running in fear, running to escape,
come back, my precious darling!
Come back, my piece of gold!
Oh, from my dry, withered breast,
I will beg to feed you,
whether as blood or as a kiss,
come back to me completely!
Call out loud and come to me!
My child, the wild fire has caught ablaze,
the houses and the whole land are burning,
ablaze because you cannot be found!
Inside the thorny wild bush,
when I searched for a single drop of honey,
a scorpion stung me!
A black scorpion stung me!
A scorpion stung me!
A scorpion stung me!
Ayyaaaah!
I am the cursed one, I am the cursed one!
I am the cursed woman who let you slip away,
I am the cursed woman who let you run away,
I am the cursed woman who let you fly away,
I am the cursed woman, I am the cursed woman!
I am the cursed woman, I am the cursed woman!
I am the cursed woman, I am the cursed woman!
Ayyaaaah!
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Beyond the translation

Overall song meaning

This heart-wrenching song from the movie 'Vaazhai' expresses the immense grief, guilt, and raw lamentation of a mother/elderly figure who feels responsible for the tragic loss of her young child. The lyricist Mari Selvaraj uses vivid rural imagery—banana groves, sparrows, storks, snakes, and scorpions—to paint a picture of innocence met with cruel fate. The speaker refers to herself repeatedly as 'Paadhavathi' (a sinner/unfortunate woman) for failing to protect the beloved child.

Writing craft

Poetic devices

Anaphora / Repetition

Naan paadhavathi naan paadhavathi

The repeated use of 'Naan paadhavathi' emphasizes deep self-condemnation and maternal guilt.

Metaphor (Uvamaani)

En pichu poova enga / Thangakatti vaa vaa

The child is affectionately compared to a tender jasmine flower ('pichu poo'), a tender cucumber ('vellarippinju'), and a block of gold ('thangakatti').

Metaphor & Personification

Kanne kaattu theeyumdhan pathiduchi

The forest fire catching blaze symbolizes the engulfing grief spreading through the village upon losing the child.

Edhugai (Second-letter rhyme)

Vaazhappoovu kaattukkulla / En vaasappoova naan thedaiyile

Tamil poetic rhyme where the second letter of consecutive lines match (e.g., Vaazhappoovu / Kaasappoova / Paambu).

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Trivia

Mari Selvaraj, the director of 'Vaazhai', wrote these raw, folk-infused lyrics based on his real-life childhood trauma in Tirunelveli. The music composition by Santhosh Narayanan blends traditional oppari (lament) folk vocals with poignant orchestral arrangements.

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